Attraction -> Conversion -> Resistance -> Attraction
Aka: Desire | Touch | Fear | Desire
First, I desire a different state of mind thanks to time making things average and eventually, uncomfortable/resistful.
Next, I find thoughts and or physics to achieve this (my imagination + stimulation from the outer word) and reactions take place. Yay, I’m happy again.
Following on, I attempt to maintain my position or add more fuel. In which case, Resistance inevitably comes in as fear since I can’t keep things intact.
I.e. My sensors are exhausted; I’m hungover! I’m unable to recognise the state anymore as time normalises things and now I want DOUBLE the goodness back; I’m agitated . Also, when I see problems, I automatically try to ignore them by pulling in MORE PLEASURE as compensating-space (aka psychological augmentation). However, this also ends up failing after so many times and causes greater tension/rigidity.
All-day, every day, this process repeats.