reIn the end, I’ve found joy to be an unexpected, momentary experience, one that can never be duplicated in a recall event. Or when it is, it’s downgraded to a process of pleasure. So in other words, the particular shape was not known before or previously applied to my life.
Also, in its strongest expression or when my sensors are completely surprised by a unique combination of nature’s touch, only then can the effects of joy supersede any other experience and pack the most almighty life-changing influential punch.
‘Joyfulness’ is to experience a unique shape on a fresh day and carries a meaning beyond words.
Next, once my heightened state of mind subsides, a rainbow is left behind as trace residue now takes over. From here, I’ll only convert Second-Hand Sensation from an impression of the event.
Do you remember the old saying? You can never grab hold of the moment again…
Well, that’s a fact.
Joy in the fullest expression is without premeditation. My senses are entirely oblivious to any build-up, which allows a greater unique shape of contrast to touch where it has never reached before.
When in the hunt for joy or when I’m in standby mode eagerly awaiting, I can almost always guarantee pleasure. The more I want or expect joy, the less likely it will occur. It’s that simple.
However, if I’m in a learning environment awaiting something good to happen and see a breakthrough for the first time, I still consider myself caught off guard in joy. My senses were simply prepped for something along a particular line, but they instead got delivered information slightly off-course. Therefore, there’s still an element of surprise, which is why I always want to keep learning in and around my field of interest.
It’s now time to divide the human enterprise into two. Not in gender or race, but mentally.