Aka The Not-So-Now & Pretend-Present
Today, as soon as I feel a god-like presence intensify from positive thinking found in either combination of Yesterday or Tomorrow (the memory or refinement), this tells me that my state is Not-So-Timeless. In fact, this god is none other than Chronos himself.
Besides, it’s clear… Time gets spread across a line. It is the history of Yesterday and the future of Tomorrow made into a timeline!
Why is it so important to know all this?
Because when I’m overly positive in time, I’m bound to crash in time 🌊. For me, a good time comes at a cost.
It sounds weird, right? Surely, we can’t be too positive…?
Well, all this stuff is mainly for the Highly Sensitive Person. Otherwise, those who are less sensitive and can deal adequately with the effects of time can get a pass.
Touching on the Timeless…
Any Idea, Ideal, Belief or Concept cannot achieve Timelessness because they only exist within Time. Whether condensed or not, in terms of the pressure from each description or image which makes up the content of the thought, it doesn’t matter. All of my psychological activity can only occur within the confines of Time.
Question: Can Timelessness be described accurately?
Answer: Only by negation! The minute you start describing Timelessness, or react to any question for that matter, you enter into Time itself! All descriptions are time… The closest I can get to explaining the Timeless is to simply paint a description that describes ‘no description’ while fully understanding it.
As I react to the life that stands before me, time immediately takes hold. My original slide that contains Yesterday goes to work with this information and I produce a refined projection on a newly painted canvas which I call Tomorrow (composed of New Information + Photoshopped-Yesterdays). However, unless I have a deep understanding of this, these containers or carriers of thought (and time) can easily influence my nerves and send signals upstairs convincing me otherwise. While portraying myself as a timeless god, I am in fact a child of Time, unable to truly achieve or capture the Timeless realm.
Now, do you see why I had to immediately patch up?
Whether my thoughts describe something years, months, days, hours, minutes, or seconds ‘ago’ or ‘in front’ of the timeline ↔, it makes little difference.
The timeless knows no time whatsoever!
In fact, the moment I speak of the timeless and say… “I am here, there, or very close to it”, this will be my best indicator that tells me that I’m well inside time. My very statement clearly contradicts the timeless.
The Pretend-Present or Not-So-Now is definitely a pleasant space for floating in and around. But without discipline, it’s too easy to drift off and lose ground altogether for a highly sensitive person.
Nowadays, what is more important is understanding these Time Cogs, so that I negate my long term challenges, cull the fat and ultimately get my act together.