Today, the best way to know that I’m involved in a tastier mode of thinking that’s loading a surprise is to observe the waves of sensation during everyday movements. And it’s not something I have to worry about anymore as it’s now set on auto, whether I like it or not.
Not only do I see all of my conversings in-depth and without choice, but I also thoroughly catch wind of any one-way inputs, or when reading/watching/translating all the surrounding life.
Sounds full-on, yeah? But as you start getting the gist of it, try turning this feature OFF! It just won’t happen.
And when I had picked up on a wave driving me towards that luscious high I was so accustomed to receive and get lost in, I started experimenting by discontinuing and releasing the hold. Straight away, I felt the effects subside even though it was undesirable at first.
Yeah, there’s something really annoying and uncomfortable about letting go of a pleasant taste that’s ready for the pickings by denying myself the usual meal. However, to approach these negatives in the long run, I had a strong feeling I’d first have to understand the positives. Which meant allowing the release of any firm positive leech, to show the gods I was willing to make a sacrifice in advance.
So after a lifetime of acquiring positive reinforcement that hadn’t worked in my favour, as an irregular overflow and fluctuation (aka the undisciplined converting of my psychological energy), I was able to see how I’d rationalised a line of toxic behaviour from my past.
Problems first began by accepting smaller ignorances in my escapes that ultimately led to larger ones, thru increasing rituals of self-hypnosis. Again, this applies more so for the highly sensitive mind. In case you wonder.. What the heck?
Today, I no longer beat myself up as much over things that can’t be changed. In return, fear’s grip loosened down a few notches.
As a Matter of Fact
When facts aren’t valued in life or are seconded because they feel too meaningless or plain to matter, then it shows I’m moving into a Sensation Driven Reality, and that my short term rewards will eventually yield long term challenges.
Yet it never used to appear this way, as I once held onto a promising outlook, inside an old delusion I was all caught up in (thankfully, this new one’s much better! 😵 > 😇). But what I’ve learnt so far over these years is that the clock starts ticking when I severely distance myself from facts.
In fact, nature’s succulents are about to have a field day if I don’t get back on the ground soon. So be warned, highly sensitive person, because it’s a hard one to rollback since you won’t want to until it’s too late. Or until you get a big kick in the butt from somewhere!
However, and luckily for most who carry a General Mind, I know you guys can tolerate or manage the process with greater efficiency. Or with at least ONE foot firmly on the ground.
And please, if this is you, believe as much as you like!
I genuinely envy your managed unrealisms of living in another world while maintaining everything.
But for the Highly Sensitive in a minority field, we are more susceptible to invisible stimuli.
Now I’ll reveal the symmetry inside my thinking by exploring my main Thought Systems.