Back to the drawing board… (and away from out-there stories!)
To sum things up, when the refinements in my mind ran high, which also meant I had entered a deeper level of hypnosis and complacency towards factual knowledge, I became even more influenced by feelings and emotions while blinding myself to my surroundings. Parts of nature had a field day as succulent ideas that lacked a foundation appeared as strong, healthy symbols inside a distortion as I wandered off in life.
Get-Rich-Quick Schemes and Multi-Leveled Complexes were at the top of my to-do list, and soon I didn’t care whether they were legal or not. Gradually, I’d enter into a strong Sensation Based Reality over a long period utterly oblivious to any oncoming tidal-wave heading back my way.
Also, I became a host for these wild enticements which perpetuated the same complicated direction continuously, thereby turning everyone around me into adware, malware, and so on. You see, once these programs locked in, that was it… Out came the zombie in all of us! These toxic fruits responsible for hijacking the psyche would then go on to infect the next vulnerable host and increase the level of mental processing and hypnosis each step of the way.
And, as for explaining how the bug hurt me, I simply stripped myself of smarts as energy leaked into unnecessary conversions which ate away at my psyche — clouding my judgement & essentially making me stupid. I soon became a victim of an extreme polarisation pandemic.
The Path to Freedom
When it comes to understanding my beliefs on a greater level, this simple message has helped me thru…
Lee, when your mind is running a million miles a minute, and you’re always one step away from that tastier piece of security and comfort (Heaven), please, pay attention to each process. You must keep an eye on any succulents that wave in and out of your psyche because they can make you stagnant and sometimes even destructive when operating in the real world.
Then, as you do notice the inflation (sensationalised thought), gift yourself the freedom and release from that and any other related impulse in the way.
Only from a place of space, and also only if you see these processes as detrimental because they exceed practical limits, will you gain the strength needed to release one sweet part of that dream at a time.
And in doing so, guess what?
You’ve now allowed a vitality in and have freshened up the scene.
Otherwise, you know you would have had that dream by now, right?
You know you would have had your cake and ate it too if it were that easy to turn the unreal into the real!
Long story short…
For the Highly Sensitive Mind who continuously thinks for these unnecessary highs, in either a Spiritual or Scientific God or any other worshipped symbol/object (Ego God, Sports God, Corporate God, Political God, Hollywood God, Gaming or Gambling God), understanding is the absolute key to laying down a strong foundation. Forget your dreams for now as they haven’t worked out so far and keep a watchful eye on these inner movements first!
That is, unless your dreams have worked out so far, in which case forget this.