My understanding of the truth, or truality, says that it is elusive in nature and not fixed. The content of truth is dynamic because it always moves from one piece of information to another over the course of events. You see, in my world the truth never stays the same, or its effect, which is an inflamed sense of ‘knowing’, moves onto something next in line if that makes sense. I suppose I could also call the truth ‘The Truth Train’ as it is always picking up and dropping off different ideas at each stop of my life. But to understand everything properly, I must first take a step back from conventional wisdom and see what a fact is since this is what reinforces the truth (or is supposed to).
Facts are a credible source of information of the past that are set in stone. They are an accurate impression, representation or trace of a historical event. However, what I have noticed so far is that a recollection of these events can be easily viewed or interpreted differently, i.e., either from the perspective of being stuck in old conjectured light, or from that of a new light that has just opened up to me. In which case, I get a clearer view of an impression that I hadn’t seen before and I’m in closer contact with life because of it. Ideally, I want to minimise any distortion between the actual impression (record) and the observer (which is myself with optimal filtering) to gain greater insight into life.
Also, some of us play games by adding information to distort a fact. Or else we deny, deflect and suppress the relative ‘new light’ knowledge from getting thru and shifting one’s perspective on an event or state of affairs. Actually, it’s a common practice that I’ve now called ‘professional conjecture’, and it has undoubtedly plagued humanity since the beginning. It definitely hasn’t stopped in today’s world. If anything, this conjecture is much more crafted in a deeply rooted way of life. Despite this ever-improving ability to manipulate facts, giving rise to ‘alternative facts’, the nature of a fact remains unchanged. Simply put, a fact is the concrete record of a physical event or phenomenon, one that is provable, demonstrable and in many cases, even tangible.
Now let’s get to the truth of the matter in Today’s world which is regardless of fact…
When a piece of knowledge is worshipped, cherished or deemed sacred or important for any reason, regardless of whether it bears fact or not, it transforms into truth. And within this sense of truth now comes another sense, or territory, which also gives me a strong connection to others who share the same wealth along the same line of thinking. Plus, if I look at all the major truths that I have held onto in my life, I can see how they immediately became a part of my identity. That is, until they ran out of fuel and I moved on to the next truth to wear.
With the power of the truth in my voice and eyes, my tribe and I can fend off any other ‘inferior untrue ways’. Even if they bear that annoying thing called fact that could devestate our world.
Admittedly, there have been many factual and non-factual blocks of information in my life that had once gained and then lost the truth title. Why? It was because I found something else that stood out stronger. The energy immediately transferred over to another set of ideas since I had been primed to follow the sensation provided.
During each transfer of the truth tag from one thing to another, I felt my empowering sensations lose grip, only to then feel them grip onto something else. In fact, these feelings of the truth were absolutely the same every time. But it was the words, symbols and objects that had changed their content or became completely rearranged. Also, a byproduct in the form of a newly obsolete boring truth or an outdated piece of knowledge, in an ever-growing book of them, started piling up. Sure… some of these things may still be true in the technical sense, but they are now meaningless truths. So boring!
As I continue to unravel my conjectured world, I see that many people’s truths collide from angle to angle — suppression to persuasion. It’s a non-stop information war out there! Therefore, my truth is never fixed on any single piece of knowledge. It is not found within the set in stone fact. Rather, if anything, the truth is ‘me observing through a network of filters’.
The only solid fact of the truth that I know is that it’s based on my perception which always delivers the same sensation. In which case, there are good truths and bad truths.
Perception is always inflaming my truth gland as I live and learn in my life. As new experiences and fresh content give insight, I feel my energy shift from one fact or piece of information to another. It moves from one sentence to another, one paragraph to another, because truth is dynamic in nature.
The only truth about the truth is the way that I feel about it. Are you feeling it too? If someone throws new light my way and it makes me feel like crap because of the way I’m primed, I’ll distort it since I’m attached to my old light. On the other hand, if it makes me feel good, I’ll join your tribe and hold onto it for as long as I can.