Disc 5: Breakdown & Summary

The word ‘Mind’, by default or in general, implies pressure that is above normal or optimal levels. After years of research, I see it all started from my ‘habit to escape’ which, in turn, served back negativity or resistance in an endless loop. In my ignorance, I compounded my problems by suppressing life’s challenges, including my overall relationship breakdowns that I left unfixed.

Naturally, these issues never went away and would only cycle back to the surface of my mind, again and again…

Whereas, when the word Mind gets used for things like lovely, beautiful and colourful, it’s mostly secondary in my world — though I definitely haven’t discarded the positive side altogether. However, overwhelming positive emotions and tranquillity felt from the word Mind is more pronounced in a book or in someone else’s head. At most, it only temporarily transfers into my mind on occasions, so it is far from anything permanent or stable.

Rather than try to flip this arrangement which is tempting, I’ll continue observing the facts of what I perceive. I’ll stay as the observer.

Now to Summarise the 3 Main Points Covering the ‘Meaning’ Install…

** Mindless-Ware 'Meaning' Installation Highlights
  1. Less is more is tricky. Initially, my inner-demands love the taste of less, which is ‘per usual’ with a certain range of ideas, i.e., the tasty-holy makings. In turn, this increase in mental processing and my sensory exhaustion eventually invited the distaste in, i.e., the bland-unholy makings. Also, I might be convinced I am being less, when in fact, I’m really being more on the side as a less part-timer.
  2. After knowing what a default mind feels like and not wanting it, I created the opposite in a Baby Mindless Ideal which is how today’s Mindlessing arrived. Except shortly after the spark, I didn’t want to keep adding to my problems by continuing my more-ish habits. So to deal with this, I would watch myself process my psychological activity — ideas and ideals. I would feel them cycle between inflation and deflation for a better understanding that ultimately strengthened and matured my psyche.
  3. My overall attachment and fierce identification into words, symbols and images aren’t healthy. Why invite problems into my world when I don’t have to? Why emotionally entangle myself in ideas when I can release them and have more energy for use in the real word? Why be anything at all? Especially when carrying a Highly Sensitive Mind.

And that’s it!

Well, almost… There are still a few more introduction installation parts to go, and then that’s it for the intro section.

  • Meaning ✔
  • Unconventional
  • Commentators
  • Betterment

I hope you are excited because you are already on your Mindless way 😉

Mindless Introduction Installation Disc 6

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