Lastly, let’s take a look at the importance of balance before wrapping up the Belief section.
When it comes to finding a middle ground in my life today, I ask myself the following questions…
Do I create a balance out of my corrupted programming, out of my contaminated system that might easily accept and run with influences carrying hidden costs because I’m still so blind? Or do I stay with the non-balance and watch my programming at home before anything else?
Creating balance is for the General-minded Idealist. For anyone who can pull it off and work with both short and long term conscious stabilisation, who can reprogram themselves and live happily, I say well done to them. However, primarily, it is not for me anymore. Finding pleasant stories to fix the unpleasant ones has now become secondary in my world, that’s if there’s any room for them at all these days.
The non-balance, on the other hand, tells me everything I need to know in terms of the mental fluctuations in my life that have put me on a different course. Rather than creating the opposite and aiming for balance on an ideal path, I’ve opted to use my energy wisely, clearly seeing my everyday cycling thru the array of sensationalism that crept up and radicalised my behaviour over the years. This is my first and foremost behaviour nowadays.
When I started regularly measuring my senses on the larger scope, on all my actions and ongoing reactions, something unusual happened on a profound level. My desire to consciously stabilise the negatives dropped back as I was too intrigued with greater processes and seeing the symmetry between my internal and external worlds. One could say that I found a stronger link in my life that didn’t require a path to strive for in conventional terms, leaving only a completely unchartered path ahead.
Fortunately, this new path was all about watching my relationship between me and you, the animals, plants and elements, in depth, and seeing how we all affected one another since I am composed by the outside world. If I was to seriously get a balance to occur in my life, I would have to at least understand my current relationship with life before anything else. Therefore, the usual stories that often played out in my mind to make me happier for a short while, fomenting an unsustainable balance, held less value and faded away. This is when the story of the Mindless Life (v2.0) began by telling of a broader field of reality with a strong new meaning.
Is the same happening to you?
I hope so.
On to the next section we go…