My Apocalypse

So it’s now easy to understand how everyone perceives themselves as normal regardless of what is actually occurring. My perspective is relative to its fuels and the environment in which it stands. If everyone eats similar fuels, i.e., in our food and thoughts, then within the group  it’s absolutely normal! 

After clearly watching and learning this vital intake factor down the track, what a relief as it’s not only me with a freakin screw loose anymore. I now only have to look around because contradiction runs rampant everywhere!

You see, we’ve all had either a dash, spoonful or a cup of something toxic in our younger days (otherwise you are a real freak!). So one’s interpretation of normal simply lays somewhere in between the ‘conservative’ and ‘greedy’ consumer, who had more or less time to think.

Finally, a sigh of relief…

For once, in a long, long time, I feel optimistic. A broadened perspective picked me up at a time when I was hopelessly down.

De-Zombifying & Strengthening

Also, I better touch on something intrinsic. From personal experience, a few of us inherit backward genes when crossbred along certain lines which adds to a greater challenge. However, I’m now convinced of a mutation that can occur and tighten up these inner gadgets of mine from observing two fundamental measures:

  1. Better managing my psychological and physical intakes/fuels.  Don’t be a slave to those taste buds!  A taste-dependant existence will avalanche into problems down the track (don’t rely on those white-coated folks).
  2. Understanding Psychological Time & Space at the deeper level!

Perhaps my problems only worsened because I spent too much energy juggling each normal version growing up. I constantly worried about the generational gap to keep audiences happy while dealing with new urges.

But today I’m ok in sharing around some of the blame with my elders. Blame, lesson, learning or experiment. Or life in general, existence, or whatever you want to call these pixels around us.

Multiple versions of me
A ‘Me Multiplex’