Completely frustrated and unsatisfied because I let my split in life go on for far too long, having gone to another level of semi-managed insanity when things became too much to handle (I couldn’t tell anyone my problems but you could obviously see something was up), I began building a mental bridge back to the better half of sanity with this new assignment from an invisible helper.
Or you might say, at the end of my ‘silly old-ways’ days in a previous rogue mission I wound up in, I hit rock bottom, stirred the existential pot, and something deep inside me immediately devised a new plan to return to my normal community using whatever Mind Scraps I could recycle into something lighter and stronger instead. Sounds weird, right? The idea of dealing with ‘Mind Scraps’ or ‘Mental Waste’ to fix problems. Welcome to my new eco-psycho world…
A PRIORITY ONE signal kept emanating from the back of my head and it wouldn’t turn off. Something urged me to map out a secret long term exit from both the hole I was in and my loud freaky mind.
What the Heck Are ‘Recycled Mind Scraps’?
Oh yeah, I like to make different words and phrases up as I go along… you’ll find them scattered throughout this network (hence the Ultimate Guide section where you will find most of them). Although Recycled Mind Scraps is particularly long, it’s catchy. And it basically means that something good comes from the decomposition of my old heavier thoughts.
Old and Heavy transforms into New and Light.
I figured I’m done living a life of distance and uncertainty from those barely a foot away, so something drastic needs to occur. On top, I didn’t want to continue talking to myself only, entertaining and conjuring up things in the revolving monologue (including nonsensical things), as I had seriously had enough of all that as well. I wanted to make stronger connections with more people for once.