What Takes Place Below the Story

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There are many colours, textures, depths, etc., in the visual objects contained inside my thoughts. I.e. Images. As well, I have other senses; audio smell taste and touch, which all finely blend-in, and without too much fuss. But, when I strip away at the background and concentrate my energy on defining objects, defining the familiar symbols within those objects, a simple translation takes place.

Past remembrances that once gave off a certain hit are again closely matched, and second-hand-sensations now convert into an echo of either happiness or sadness. Or anywhere in between by an appealing or repulsive sense.

Also, whether each story fires-off a direct assault thru an intense feeling or instead provides a slower subtle creeper that affects my behaviour long term, an invisible array of forces from behind my thoughts go to work on my pleasure and fear centres and is responsible for my overall drive.

How Does a Typical Conversation Play Out?

As I make contact in any given experience, I respond by performing a scan. In fact, I’m always scanning, whether I’m conscious of it or not — only different levels.

During each process, I zoom-in and define objects based on my massive database at lightning speeds. Immediately, I feel either a positive or negative charge or I land at somewhere near the neutral. Lastly, I develop a sense of direction and attempt to step one way or another in my reality.

My Life – the 4 Stage Process Chart

Life's Process Chart
1) Contact is made in reality, OR I’m idling over previous events. I.e. My attention is on the active-reality Or unreality.

2) I compare the results of my contact against my library.

3) Sensation as a force sends signals that are appealing or repelling, or anywhere in between.

And 4) I formulate a direction in my mind and act either one way or another in the real world. Either off or on my bum (reality or further unreality).

Upon looking closer

Related thoughts to each of the objects or symbols I encounter are recalled and explored, and if I find any bumps challenges or breakages along that route when cross-referencing, I move the other way.

 In other words, fear hit me, and I resisted! .

However, if on the contrary an appealing quality is felt, then my direction is drawn over  a desired-path, and I’d follow it thru .

All-day and every day, this is my process of life. I meet an experience; scan, recognise, define, evaluate, and move in a specific direction based on the sensations produced by my cross-referenced background.

I don’t think it gets any simpler!

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