So what more can be said? Other than, I live the polarised life on a bipolar rock, like everyone. I am and always had been at the mercy of these unstoppable packets of influence bouncing me to-and-from each end.
1) Is on the plus side ++ and I follow the desired experience.
And 2) I’m also powered by resistance — and repel against the unwanted. I turn away.
However, focussing on the positives while a negative stayed active and undealt with, is a drain many of us are born-into. I suppose I could tell you that I feel each process slightly more pronounced than others because of an out-there mind I carry and its sensitivity. But, that’s probably just another excuse in my handy book of reasons.
Since finally acknowledging our polarity-card at the deeper level, an extraordinary opportunity opened and allowed me to move in a completely fresh way, perhaps guided by a deeper-conscious. By now not speculating on these positives as much, I’m left with ample room to look and learn into how I respond in fear, rather than always dragging-on, waiting/hoping/trying for a reversal — flip the sunny side up.