What Are the Products & Byproducts of My Thoughts?

The Products run smoothly in this order

PLAYING/REPLAYING my thoughts will cause a SENSATION registering good or bad, or somewhere in between. This process of creating DIRECTION in my mind then goes on to produces ACTION in the REAL WORLD and my idea gets released.

And the Byproduct comes into effect when I attach onto these records and refinements and always process ‘DIRECTION in my mind’ for MORE TASTE, because I’m TOO CAUGHT UP! — thereby reducing the flow in life.

For instance, when I’m stuck trying to turn a negative into a positive or when I’m chewing on that positive again by abusing photoshop, I veer off.

Thankfully, nowadays, I’ve cut back.

Thoughts are obviously required to get me from A-to-B, but clearly, have downsides. Because when I’m always processing, this impacts my realtime experience or the present moment, reducing my quality of life. Specifically, when overwhelmed in the makings of Yesterday and Tomorrow, my perception of time fluctuates, and I feel its peaks in both ways, longer in fear AND shorter in delieght; I.e., when I’m greatly up & down.

I LOSE TOUCH with the present, even though the present is ALL THAT IS in my reality (REAL-ality).

So again, when the background of my reality floods with residue, this overflows onto the foreground, and I live everywhere EXCEPT now. I’m no longer afresh to meet new experiences, or I always meet the new, sluggishly, by carrying too much of the old.

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