Slides Modifying Onto a New Canvas Forming a Projection
Projecting is my primary mental activity, and sometimes I feel this process carrying on NON-STOP. As the original slides record, signals or packets of influence cause a chain of reactions — subtle to intense.
First, I take my inner-snapshot. And following on, I naturally respond to these new pixel and sound files by projecting further potential/possibilities out of a modification based off all that I know. Or I react to life with a combination of other data from my history, and rearrange all the info on my canvas/screen to suit.
In a previous life, I was stuck replaying and changing things around. Though I’d often believe: Hey, I’m moving forward.
We’ll break it down into two types of processing.
Known as, Standard Projecting, I’d map out a potential in an unreality so I could find my way in life’s reality.
Put it on paper, then, action! 🎬
However, over the years, my processing intensified (it got busy/messy) due to the mix (mmm overdose) of choice (too many ideas) and environmental pressures (fuel), the two perfect ingredients I’d later realise, had stirred things up. It’s something I only have myself to blame since grabbing on hard or jumping in too deep.
Ultimately, I reached a point of producing endless-series or many-volumes-of these additional projections/pixels, and they’d offer many outcomes. Each delivered a slightly different hit thru an array of sensation that kept me busy upstairs, as I would obsessively hunt for MORE FEELING in another variation. While consciously, I was convinced I was on a good thing, looking productively at what to do next.
What a circus!
Complex ProjectingComplex Projecting, which the Standard climbed up to when I was young, repeatedly tied me up; made me into a junkie. Although admittedly, this process continues, but on a much lighter note today.
At the peak, my life map grew so enormous that my thoughts/contents overflowed everywhere, which is why I found it difficult placing and following the posts on the ground. I couldn’t help it, I got lost and stuck on a mountain of up and down paperwork! Therefore the ONLY real reward gained were these extreme unreal highs in an imaginary world — no more than a tricky pattern ALWAYS holding me down.
There are many ways to explain the differences between the two scopes. Still, it all comes down to my internal overactivity versus a smooth, natural flow between my inner and outer worlds. Heavy vs Lite.