My Inhouse Conditioning / Panel of Commentators

Although, quite often, I call these guys the talking dead.

My Inhouse Conditioning is the echo of all past exposures. It contains many people’s qualities, programs, problems and traumas that are now ingrained within: i.e., both in the help I have received and the stains sprayed all over me by our fossils. And yes, I’ll be a stubborn fossil one day too!

These traits I speak of are also called the unavoidable generational hand-me-downs. They either work thru me on their own or each is modified or ‘cross-cultured’ in with others throughout the course of time. Including, I guess, with whatever my nature does to them.

Generational traumas

Nowadays, the idea is to EXTRACT the qualities but immediately DITCH the problems. Why the heck did I not see and do this before?

Also, I don’t know this scientifically, but I’m sure that a crystalised residue accumulated somewhere upstairs after all my encounters. Which, naturally, turns anyone into another carrier ready to infect the next host with  behaviour changing brain gunk. 

Do we all carry heavy thought-metals, like toxic metals sometimes found in our food and water?

From experience, when I’m in contact with people certain reactions take place, causing several impressions to stamp inside my head. Clearly, after many years, there is now a steady buildup of both fear and pleasure working thru various passed-on-stories that shape my behaviour. Therefore, old influences continue to steamroll my existence while I pass mutated strains onto others.


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