Completely frustrated and unsatisfied because I let my split go on for far too long, on my own assignment, which started when things became too much to handle (and took over from a previous rogue mission at the end of my silly-old-way days), I began building a mental bridge back to sanity. I devised a plan to return to my normal community using whatever Mind Scraps I could recycle into something lighter and stronger instead.
A PRIORITY ONE signal kept emanating from the back of my head, and this led me to map out a long term exit from both the hole I was in and my loud freaky mind (which were really the same).
What Are Recycled Mind Scraps?
Ah, yeah, and I like to make words and phrases up as I go along; you’ll find them scattered throughout this network. Although Recycled-Mind-Scraps is particularly long, it’s catchy. And it basically means that something good came from the decomposition of my old heavier thoughts.
Old and heavy transformed into new and lighter
I figured if I didn’t want to face a lifetime of distance and uncertainty from those barely a foot away; also if I didn’t want to continue talking to myself only, entertaining and conjuring, etc., as I’d seriously had enough of all that, then this is what had to be done.