Many moons ago, I had an odd idea that kept bugging me. I felt I could eventually transform our traditional meaning of the word Mindless, which to most means stupid, and flip into a good thing as I had a hunch ‘less is more’ would help instead. However, I was lightyears from conveying any deeper or stronger understanding since I was struggling to hold things up on my end (unfortunately, my smaller picture at home had many cracks).
Long story short, I had to map out MY COGS before expecting others to understand (not someone else does it for me). I’d have to, at least, show where I was coming from if I were to expect or receive common ground and consideration from someone else’s part. Because that is what any sane person would do, or person who is attempting to be sane again, surely, would do.
So from then, it was made clear I’d now lead a Top Secret Mission on my own. Quietly, but thoroughly, I’d construct a Mindless Scrapbook (now evolved into The Core Update, Mindware and Deep Deep Psychology, and I’m sure there’ll be more names), combining both the Arts and Logic to best describe my funny state of mind.
Plus, the mix now includes any grey area features along with the heavier bits of darkness that were hiding away upstairs. Or part-of them. Because in all honesty, it can get a little dark up there (or down there 👿 ).
Yes, lighter shades, darker shades, I hold a variety and slingshot between each crevasse throughout the day but hide it well. This unseen aspect implies my dear little devil who had and still has these peculiar ideals and desires banked up. Undoubtedly, he’s helped in the lining of this Website, so I can’t leave him out.
Please, before you turn away, we all have a secret him or her running in the backround. In either a dash, teaspoon or cup.
Or in simple terms, I’m taking another approach in life by embracing the mix of good and bad within, my light and dark, positive and negative, rather than deny and continue to divide myself like previously. At least this way I could deal with the facts about me first as a split person. The real or complete me!