For years, everyone in my personal life used to carry on about why I was so skinny and that I had to eat more. Naturally, I fed them the most straightforward reason, even though it was a lie, because that’s all anyone knew how to digest. In fact, if it weren’t for my daily lying for years, I wouldn’t have made it thru. White lying is what saved my life on many occasions, and I thank my god for that.
Seriously… You don’t need to watch your carbs to stay lean. All you need is the right story, from the right group of powerful people, to create the right stir, and then surround yourself with the ‘black or white only’ minded everyday folks instead. Then you naturally watch your back along with everyone else’s close to you, thereby burning up the fuel in your stomach much faster from the increased stress.
Then you boil away underneath in a chaotic system.
Ok, so instead of waiting for a solid resolution or until the story fills in the blanks from somewhere else, it’s now my time to gain strength and seize power behind the scenes. I’ve already waited too long, and this built-in demanding process won’t let up until I feel certain and safe of any unwanted surprises related to the story. Whether I like it or not, there is another set of rules governing my behaviour, so the goal now is to fill the blanks out myself for closure.
Recent Update: My head and neck pains have lessened since clearing up my story. Thank goodness for that as they were driving me crazy. I can now put this story to rest!