By nature, I can’t help but always look deeply into things. I still get overwhelmed by life’s broader aspects, aka the abstract elements or symbols forming in my mind from wandering into the outskirts of my reality. Not to mention all the other conventional or everyday influences from the preceding hours, days and weeks from people’s activities or engagements. Growing up, a day could easily amount to a thousand questions and enquiries by this curious observer who watched a complex narrative build from the ground up, a narrative that soon became his god.
Therefore, with all this congestion at a young age, and the fact that I felt miles apart even from those within arm’s reach in the physical world, I took refuge by escaping my up-close reality. As you might expect, these problems grew into larger ones which came back to haunt me further down the track. Even so, I simply couldn’t change who I am, and thus the nosing around continues to this day.
Tapping Into the Collective
Since many people run many lives and divide themselves up, I pick up on these fragments using both conventional and unconventional measures that one day I might just be able to explain further on. To understand what I mean, there is a tricky process involved. First, you’ll need to fragment yourself to the extreme and then somehow make it back to level mindedness. However, during this long journey back, you’ll enter into another type of insanity through an exhaustive process of deeply observing every movement of your mind and watching every single response, non-stop. By seeing every exquisite detail of cause and effect taking place, you’ll now have a point of reference for observing the way others operate their life.
In terms of unconventional measures, I’m in the midst of uncovering a part of the mind that isn’t localised. I truly believe that there is a secret tunnel or gateway that is able to bend or fold time and space in order to nosy into things that are very far away, including the prefrontal cortex of others. As strange as it sounds, I’ve been begging the Universe for greater access to the human network grid. Yes, just like many parts of an organism make up a whole, so too would many minds contribute to the mind of God. Now, this is where things get even trickier, but I’ll give you a very basic example of what I mean:
To be honest, what currently takes place in the realm of psychic phenomena is not as fascinating as it once used to be because it happens on such regular occurrences. However, I would love to up the ante and initiate this feature at will, and set notifications on certain people or for certain topics/keywords. In doing so, I could really reshape the environment around me.
Just think… I could influence all branches of government because there are always people in every department who have something important to hide, such as their bad or questionable behaviour. Deciphering the right information at the allowed threshold of the karmic field emitting from an individual means that I can eventually leverage them to gain control, and potentially push legislation through to help those of my tribe and base.
However, I shouldn’t get too ahead of myself or go too wild too fast. One thing I’ve learnt is that accessing such things also comes with greater responsibility, which is why I want to give more to the Universe to potentially make up for what I might have to take in the future in terms of cause and effect since we live in a causally-connected Universe. In other words, I wouldn’t want to mess with an unconventional realm without doing my due diligence first and foremost as I might end up in a pickle. To be completely upfront, if I can package the last paragraph with this one, I absolutely will for long term security.
Obviously, this stuff is quite out there and it is many years away from the public wrapping their head around it (if such wrapping is even possible). This is why I would want to limit exposure and conduct myself quietly. Admittedly, being a stabilising force on this level takes a special type of discipline, which is also why it has my name written all over it. Only time will tell on what might further unravel from this taboo realm.
Some people would say not to open this envelope. But the thing is it got opened years ago. Besides, if there is a role to be played, it only makes sense to have it outperformed by fresh blood. Get it done by someone who is more inclined to evolve the show. Therefore, I’m happy to keep nosing around and testing my boundaries on this level since I’m equipped with a Highly Sensitive Mind.