Recap From the Top

Within the Walking are the General and the Minority as I have already laid out (90%/10% split). In all honesty, both have helped me get my life back together in many ways, especially in technical aspects. However, I’ve fallen out of sync with them and have no desire to realign. Instead, I expect others to follow my lead, which is gradually improving.

When it comes to the psychological or mental health realm, on the far end from technical life, I have to adjust my general thinking. Without this adjustment, I’m DOOMED to a polarity war within myself. That is, all the up and down voices take over and drain away my energy.

The Majority may find this hard to understand because they manage the poles with greater efficiency inside a general-scoped mind as I have mentioned again and again. But for me, and other Highly Sensitive Minds, we’ll get caught up and move further into an unreal world where we destabilise everyone’s reality. I understand that some ways work well with most people, but unfortunately, these ideas don’t fit inside my house and never properly did.

Today, most positive thoughts aimed at me simply no longer convert into sensation underneath, or as much as they could. In fact, it’s my new setting when dealing with the Herd. I have to drop it back a few notches for the sake of my well-being and not risk getting lost in unproductive imagination. This is my invisible land now, and reality is expanding in my favour due to my newfound discipline.

For me to get anywhere close to moving forward over the years, I travelled backwards entirely on the low using the new Ultimate Lessing approach.