Exotic Belief Disorder

/ɪɡˈzɒtɪk bɪˈliːf/: The condition where most of my beliefs and ideas lack grounding in actual fact. Losing myself to a perception of reality disconnected from the real world.

Within Cosmology, there is an idea suggesting the potential for exotic matter to exist. In short, EM is hypothesised as a shadow substance with properties that defy logic and law. Also, it’s linked to wormholes where, as we know, Time & Space break down. Therefore, it is Science’s way of semi-rationalising strange things, illusions, phenomena and anything else that would have been termed ‘magic’ in the not-so-distant past. Let’s call the space where these unconventional events take place the exotic world.

When I regularly draw satisfaction out of an unreachable idea by envisioning something clearly outside the laws of physics, I live in an exotic world. I’m caught up in wanting to create a unique, and sometimes very far-out picture that is in stark contrast to the norms of reality. Except, the only problem is I lack the necessary tools or the bridging dimension to get my belief ‘realised’ in some fashion. In fact, I don’t know that such a gateway or tools even exist. ‘Disorder’ within my exotic belief takes over when I live dramatically this way, in another Universe, and my life suffers because of it.