This section, along with Time & Space, is undoubtedly the foundation of my existence. Since everything I do comes from my thinking, then it only makes sense (only now) that I talk about this aspect in greater detail. Below, I take a step back and look at my ‘thoughts’ thru a powerful yet straightforward lens.
The World of Thought as an Invisible Force
Now because ‘thought’ plays a huge role in my life, is also a regular place I’m troubled from, and my attempt to fix things using the non-troubled, refined, better or aiding other half would always fail or be too short-lived, it was only logical that I delve deeper into my thoughts nature.
Otherwise, I could stay and continue the shenanigans on the surface hunting for an elusive almighty mental-piece that will end all ails. But no, I’ve played games for far too long, already. The refinement that I project might provide a sense of something helpful in a quick pleasantry or two. But the reality is, the paradigm under which I operate is still the same.
I use an ancient old technique to escape a negative by scouting my mind for positives.
In the last couple of years, an overwhelming interest drove me to better understand my thoughts, especially after trying everything else. This out-of-the-box task, meant, I’d look into the energetic packets of influences embedded within or behind my thinking. I’d find out whatever it was that was serving up the KICK.
Or in simpler terms, I’d watch my mind translate information from either a clear or unclear image because this was when I got smacked with something that largely impacted my behaviour.
I’d see something, and this affects me. Or I can’t see something clearly, and this insecurity also affects me in the same manner, if not more.
Therefore, since these tiny psychological-snippets ROCKED my world and moved me to extremes at both ends of the pole, in the greatest of pleasures and horrific fears, then I knew it was time to get into gear and look closer.