Taming in my world now means that I see my internal operations by placing my attention inwards on all activities, close up, and in the periphery. In a sense, an Oversight appeared out of nowhere and enacted functions out of my control.
Here’s one of the most critical core components I was fortunate enough to learn along the way
If by habit, I search and filter my thoughts over and over in aim of a System Behaviour Change, I now know straight away that this will always fail. I cannot optimise my conditioning with refined thoughts, which is what I had been attempting all my life. If anything, the change I’m after can only come from Space or Vital Non-Thinking Energy because I’m always refining nonstop anyway.
I.e. I’ve got to LET GO at some point and have a break! Which, equals = Space .
Otherwise, I’ll only keep dividing myself into another part-time character who compounds his problems underground. Because whatever internal feature I try to change, only gets redirected and bottled into something else. Time always brings back my ignorances in one form or another. And usually, harder.
So after clearly seeing that I was only swapping one issue for another, and always had been, by constantly processing my thoughts for psychological help and bettering, that is when something far greater inside unlocked and allowed a timeless energy to work its magic over the long run.
The energy of insight is the only force capable of a fundamental change beyond any power in my thoughts.
How’d I Tap In?Only by tapping out…
It is because I stayed in contact with the inferior fact that my broken state couldn’t possibly fix itself. Life only turned around once I knew that my thought processing, in general, was overused, and any refinements to come were not helping in the long run. No matter how much they dressed up and presented themselves.
I needed less pressure, not the better stuff!
Today, this seeing allows me to let go of the overthinking I once indulged in.
Now, who’s hungry for a Banana?