The Timeless Trap

Otherwise known as the Not-So-Now or Pretend-Present.

Today, as soon as I feel a god-like presence intensify from positive thinking found in either combination of Yesterday or Tomorrow (raw memory or refined memory), this tells me that my state is Not-So-Timeless. In fact, this god is none other than Chronos himself.

Besides, it’s clear… Time gets spread across a line. It is the history of Yesterday and the future of Tomorrow made into a timeline similar to a collage!

Why is it so important to know all this?

Because when I’m overly positive in time, I’m bound to crash in the end. For me, a really good time comes at the cost of an equally bad time. It’s the law of the Innerverse.

By now you’re probably saying to yourself… “This is weird. Surely, we can’t be too positive?”

Well, all this stuff is mainly for the highly sensitive person. Otherwise, those who are less sensitive and can deal adequately with the effects of time can no doubt get a pass.

Touching on the Timeless

Any Idea, Ideal, Belief or Concept cannot achieve Timelessness because they only exist within Time. Whether these systems are highly condensed or not, in terms of the pressure from each description or image which makes up their content, it doesn’t matter. You see, all of my psychological activity can only occur within the confines of Time.

With this in mind, can Timelessness be described accurately?

Only by negating Time. That is, the minute you start describing Timelessness, or react to any question for that matter, you enter into Time itself! All descriptions are made in time. In fact, the closest I can get to explaining the Timeless is to simply paint a description that describes ‘no description’ while fully understanding it.

Again…

As I react to the life that stands before me, time immediately takes hold. A number of original slides that represent Yesterday go to work with this information and I produce a refined projection on a newly painted canvas which I call Tomorrow (New Information + Memory = Future Projection). However, unless I have a deep understanding of this, these containers or carriers of thought (and time) can easily influence my nerves and send signals upstairs convincing me otherwise. While portraying myself as a Timeless God, I am in fact a Child of Time, unable to truly achieve or capture the Timeless realm.

Now, do you see why I had to immediately patch up?

Whether my thoughts describe something years, months, days, hours, minutes, or seconds ‘ago’ or ‘in front’ of the timeline ↔, it makes little difference. You see, the timeless knows no time whatsoever!

In fact, the moment I speak of the timeless and say… “I am here, there, or very close to it”, this will be my best indicator that tells me that I’m well inside the world of Time. My very statement clearly contradicts the timeless.

The Not-So-Now or Pretend-Present is definitely a pleasant space for floating in and around. But without discipline, it’s too easy to drift off and lose ground altogether for a highly sensitive person.

Nowadays, what is more important is understanding these Time Cogs, so that I negate my long term challenges, cull the fat and ultimately get my act together.

Space-like sensations
Grounding first, then venture off to explore…